I’ve been struggling with this blog post for about a month
now. I am honestly at a loss and I am having the hardest time putting my thoughts
and feelings into words. This is the only post that you will really get to see
me. Not just my words but pictures too. Once this post is up and public I will
probably get some judgement as well (“I can’t believe she posted those pictures
online!”) but I guess that is going to happen when you have a blog, that at
times, shows you at your most vulnerable.
I am one of those people that if I want to do something, I
will do it. I’m not going to wait around and miss that opportunity. It’s
because of this that I have done and seen a lot of things that most people can
only dream about. I am also one of those people that will put something off
“until I lose weight” and it is because of this that I have missed out on some
pretty spectacular things. I’m not sure why weight should ever have anything to
do with whether or not I do something but it does.